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uncontrollabe lonliness
07 April 2007
4/07/2007 12:07:00 AM

walking at Orchard with my friends.....
looking people around us.....
making crazy stuffs......

when in my head

thinking bout how does life works....
wonder everything around us.....
looking at the amazing views in Singapore......
felt lucky to be alive....
although everything tat i wanted doesn't go everything i planned.....

in my heart

feeling lonely than others.....
sadness inside my heart has overcome me.....
to be feared of who i am......
not being myself.....
change who i was....

truth of who i was then

not a enthusiastic person
not pretty
not fashionable
lonely
left out
sad
dreams don come true
no more hopes 4 myself being a better person

everything i was now....its not what i wanted
have to do it 4 e sake of my friends so that they would not be sad
wish sometimes tat i would not exist
its a burden...to c who i love is being taken away from my heart
sorrow is a part of my life
no happiness in my fake life

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to be dead
to be loved
to be killed
to be murdered
to be rich
to be happy
to be enthusiastic
to be emo
to be goth
and the list goes on.....
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